Mentally marked for the rest of my life
Validating insecurties I'm trying so to hide
Desperarly trying to make connection
But pushing everyone away for my own protection
people i love start to keel over and die
While the others slowly commit suicide
Getting stabbed in the back
Being abused and attacked
I suffer in silence behind a plastic mask
Im too damn scared to get too close
Never been to fond of what i dont know
How hard i try
Or How far i go
Grief will always find me just to break my hope