I hate when the seasons change
Meloncholy crushes over me like tidal waves
Starved of real human interaction
But force fed anxiety while my life collapses
dont wanna do this
Fuck I dont wanna do this
shit keeps piling up and i cant push through it
dont wanna do this
I dont wanna do this
punching below my weight and ive been rendered useless
can't cope with this feeling of isolation
Its building and its starting to try my patiences
Cinfined to my fucking house
Swallow the key cause im never fucking getting out
The manic state has faded away
Now i just stay inside and let days go to waist
Entombed and "enfuckingraged"
Just a matter of seconds before i blow my face
Off